"In act one, nobody wanted my action dead or alive..."

Good goodness, yesterday my parentals decided that tonight should be my audition night.

My stomach is climbing up the walls. No idea where why I decided to mix two expressions like that.

But really. SO nervous.

Its tonight. At seven.

See? Even my sentences get all choppy and awkward.

Wait. . . maybe that's just normal for me.

Yeah, probably.

I know you're probably really tired of hearing this, but please pray.

And for a specific, not necessarily that I get in the play (though that'd be superb), but that my nerves are quieted and that I have courage.

Those are the biggies right now.

Nerves and courage. See I'm the type of person that is very outgoing around friends.

But when I have to get up in front of people . . . that courage is gone. I mean GONE.

I shake, I fidget, I talk fast, etc.

Nevertheless, I know, without a doubt, that God helps.

And that is why I am asking, no, insisting (!) for your prayers. (Okay, maybe its more like begging)

Now, without further ado, I have more government to do. Hey, guess what, that most definitely rhymed. :)

P.S. Once this audition is over, I'm sure you won't get as annoyed at all my silly nerves and dishing about it. Sorry for that by the way.

Why doesn't drama just go and play with someone else's life.

So. I have a small problemo. I have this awesome new friend who is hilarious and a lot like me. But my old friends are really jealous, even though they still have a little group (and I still hang out with them more than said new friend). Said new friend comes to the Key Club I'm in charge of, and since she and her brother don't have many friends there, I try to make them feel welcome. But this makes the old friends feel left out. I'm trying to balance both of them, but somehow my old friends take offense and talk about me behind my back. I'm not mad at them at all, but I wish they would come and talk to ME about it. Apparently one of the offended friends is going to "talk" (most likely text) to me about it, and I can't wait for the awkwardness to get out of the way, so everything can be normal.

Blegh. I wish friends never felt left-out. But I guess I need to work on being more inclusive. I don't even know.

On another note, I'm trying out for a play soon! Its Narnia the musical and I really really want to get in. Please send prayers and happy thoughts. I'm also performing in the gallery at the end of next semester and I'm going to sing this song! I know I've posted a lot of songs lately, but music is my love, so get over it.

Also, before I post the video, if anyone has advice on the friend situation that would be GREATLY appreciated. Loves!

Awkwardness and Scarves.

This week has been a bit hard, and it came to a head when my good friend asked me out. For the fifth time. In a year.

I hope it doesn't make things awkward. It hasn't the other four times. I've got to give him that.

On another note, I've started making scarves. Cool recycled tee shirt scarves. And I'm going to start selling them for the mere fee of $20. Isn't that exciting?!

Here's a picture of one of the scarves that I just finished today for my friend's birthday.

P.S. My mouth looks weird in the picture. Just throwing that out there.